Just an update really - AF has arrived today in full force after being 2 weeks late.
We thought trying IUI first would give us a good chance of conceiving, but I feel selfish for saying this but I can't go on with anymore IUI cycles. I'm starting to lose all hope on this journey - 1 failed IUI and 1 abandoned IUI. I don't feel positive. I think with the mixture of hormones and IUI treatment I'm exhausted and depressed.
We have made the decision to take some time out. I 'm going to ask to be referred for IVF. I know the waiting list is longer and will prolong our wait, but I think continuing will add more pressure on to our relationship.
We got engaged last month and we've not really celebrated. I feel like we should be happy celebrating but we are constantly worrying and thinking about TTC.
My OH has been so supportive and I love him so much but I have been a horrible person to live with - I don't know why he has been putting up with me.
Has anyone else made a similar decision?