Are you still in there? Are you both still in there? Apparently, tomorrow I'm meant to check if either of you are still there. Like actually there.
My bff told me last week that she talked to her embie, told it to stick... and I realised that I hadn't been doing much of that over the last week. Your daddy has probably shown you more attention...little pats of my tummy and asking 'how are the Twembryos?' And just so you know... nearly every time I giggle; it's him doing that. He's very very funny. You'll love him!
Sorry I didn't talk to you. I was more concerned if I'd get pregnant with you not that you could be little people one day. I knew you were in me. But I think I just thought I was looking after you for someone else until I knew you were real. In a weird way I still can't believe you're mine.
I hope I've looked after you well enough since you came onboard. I'm sorry about that jolt I gave you when I nearly fell out of a Mosque in Cyprus. I'm sorry if I didn't drink enough water one day. I'm sorry that three times a day I swear at "how f*?!ing glamorous my life is" while pushing a pessary inside me. That pessary actually helps you sit tight. I'm sorry if I made you sad when I sobbed uncontrollably after I forgot my medication; twice. I'm not as forgetful as I may seem. And, if you have stuck around, I promise never to forget you.
I hope I've done enough to make you stay. Enough to make that home pregnancy test say 'pregnant' when I test.
I haven't eaten pineapple core. I haven't religiously stayed away from chocolate and cold drinks. I didn't stay away from heat either; bit hard to do in Cyprus.
Lots of lovely people have had their hopes and dreams shattered this last week as they share the 2ww with me. Each time I've found it a little harder to understand what I'll do if you aren't there. I hope you're there when we check tomorrow. Both of you or one of you. If you're not I know it is nothing I could have done differently, you just weren't meant to be.
X (11dp3dt)
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Beautiful words. And I'm sure they hear you loud and clear and have never doubted for one second, your, their mum's, dedication to them. Exciting week ahead when you hear them answer back "yes we are here mum, and we can't wait to meet you." xxx
What a beautiful and moving post. Wishing you all the luck in the world when you test. Whatever the outcome you did everything you could for your embryos xxxxxx
Goodness me.... I dont even know what to say emu... other than reading this post you are absolutely already the best mummy.... I have everything crossed for positive news x
How lovely and what a good idea. I am keeping my fingers crossed for you for tomorrow. That 2ww seems to have gone quickly but I am sure it has dragged for you. Try to have a restful day today. x
I ❤️ This!!!! And I really hope this is what you'll be able to show your babies in years to come. You should write it out as a handwritten letter as well! Sending you so much luck for test day tomorrow xx
Sorry I didn't mean to make you cry! Just wanted to send u a happy message. You wrote such a lovely note to your little embies and my poem was a firmer note to tell them we don't want any funny business, they've got a v important job to do! Thinking of you and so hope for a happy ending for you all. X
Oooohhhh this is sooooooo nice! ❤❤❤ and such a good idea. I'll definitely talk to mine once I finally manage to get my transfer. Thank you so much for sharing!! I talked to my eggs during stimms and before egg collection so I'll try to remember to keep it up 😍👍🏼
I can't wait for your result I'm optimistic and hopefully and positive it will be a positive! 🙌🏼🙏🏼🤞🏼🙏🏼🤞🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🤞🏼🙏🏼🤞🏼🙏🏼🤞🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🤞🏼🙏🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼
I will be up early tomorrow for work and checking this app waiting for your result! Haha. I get so excited for everyone when it's positive and i feel each loss. This group is so supportive just know EVERYONE is rooting for you and your Twembryos!! ❤🤞🏼🙏🏼 xx
😢 that's so touching. I wish you so so much luck for tomorrow. Keep talking to them, it shows your inner strength and courage. Their mummies voice is so important 🍀😘 xxx
Really wishing you a safe and happy pregnancy and fingers crossed. And if your embryos have any siblings (I mean frozen ones) I hope they make it too. IVF is so clinical but once they exist they should all get a chance to join you. Thinking of you, hoping you'll be two very happy parents in 9 months time.
Oh Emu what a lovely post.i cant believe im only seeing it now.im so glad they heard you and are happy inside mommy.enjoy being pregnant .congratulations again.
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5dp5dt testing too early again I'm sure :( 
2WW.....
Is my body killing my embryos?
