Morning, I did another 2 tests this morning and both bfn sadly. Soo frustrated because my test earlier in the week was bfp so was clearly not a viable pregnancy after all. This is the same scenario as last time, although last time I actually got to scan stage. I truly believed that this time was going to work so I'm gutted it hasn't. Otd is tomorrow but I can pretty much guarantee the result. I have no pregnancy symptoms, and have had slight spotting on and off all week which I know is af trying to make an appearance.
I'm so annoyed that I now have to try and put on a brave face today at work despite having a difficult meeting to attend later.
What makes life worse is that I work in an adoption team and so it's a constant reminder of my struggles. I manage day to day very well and feel in some ways it's a positive however it's days like this I want the ground to swallow me up. I'm however so committed to my job, I end up putting others before me.
Just don't know what to do with myself now.
