And so it began....

Hey all

I am caving so I am back in the 2ww well actually 9 day wait. We had to 5aa graded frozen embies that defrosted perfectly at 100% put back and I am now 4dp5dt. Sadly I feel nothing no symptoms nothing which considering last time is so pain striking annoying as now you can't tell either way what's going on in there.

Boobs are just fine, and no aches or pains or spotting from the pessary clexane Injections giving me nice bruises though and that's it absolutely ZILCH...

I am trying to stay positive but each day that ticks by is getting harder and am to scared to test to fail or to be a BFP due to what we wenter through last year.

Secretly cracking up.

Anyways thats me here's hoping xxxz

[Hidden]

Aw Tam well done getting this far after everything you have been through. Hang in there every cycle is different, really hoping this is your much deserved lucky break xxx

[Jaky76]

Ah have got my fingers and toes crossed for you.. Sorry we can't fast forward this time... Lots of love xx

[Lucyloo81]

Sending you all the luck tamtam xxx

[Kernishp]

Wishing you all the luck in the world. You deserve so much happiness. X

[pm27]

I really hope that this time it all works out for you. Good luck.

[Mayaudrey]

Hang in there wishing you lots and lots of luck xxxx

[Sprinkles86]

Sending you the biggest hug Tam.... will keep everything crossed for you, you deserve this so much xxxx

[WeeMrsH]

Sending lots of love and luck TamTam1!! 💞 Xx

[Cinderella5]

Sending you lots of luck, I have my fingers crossed for a positive result for you!xx

[LHow81]

Wishing you all the best will be thinking of you xx

[CheshireKit]

Stay strong lovely and keep the faith. It ain't over til it's over and our bodies are weird & wonderful things Wishing you all the luck in the world for a BFP xxx

[Hidden]

Thanks ladies xxx

[MommaBear16]

Bless you TamTam, you're doing so well, it's such a difficult time. Try to stay as positive as you can, don't read too much into what you're body is doing as it turns against us in the 2ww and plays tricks on us!!! You're doing so well, I have everything crossed for you! x x x

[sanj76]

My wife's on day 8 of 2ww, we also had a 5AA embie, after thaw it was perfect. Likewise embie 2 aswell.

As I read your post, it's very similar but we're just hoping and praying, taking each day as it comes. It's anyone's guess regarding lack of automatic, this could well be a positive sign, as we did go through accupture too. Everyone is different.

We are ( as I'm sure you are) doing everything right. Lets just hope it's good news. Stay calm, just keep thinking positive thoughts and the only priority you should have right now is looking after your Frosties TamTam. We ended up putting two back coz of the wife's age ( we had 4 embies all in all).

[Hidden in reply to sanj76]

Hey

I have been following your post. This journey as I explain it is unexplainably unexplainable.

But we must be made of strong stuff to keep on going.

Wishing you a BFP X

[sanj76 in reply to Hidden]

Just followed you too, wishing you all the very very best Tam, plenty of baby dust coming your way.

[Sarahmanc]

I'm really rooting for you this time after all you have been through. Try not to symptom check too much - I know we all do it - but it's pretty hard to distinguish between what the drugs are causing and what your own body is! You've just a few more days to go - keep going xxx

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And I spoke too soon. Today now just in the late 2 hours am having all types of pains some like shooting some.like electric shocks some.cramping back ache in odd places twinges in booby either left or right...

Now I don't even know what to think...

[baby2016]

Goodluck TamTam1 and hoping and praying for you that those cramps and shooting pains your now feeling is your little ones snuggling down for the next 8months! Xx

[Nesfin]

Hun I had an MC last year so I'm crippling with fear this time around.. it normally takes up to seven days for the drugs to leave your body (after LHH) and just like you I freaked out because I felt perfectly normal with no symptoms afterwards.. Tiredness was replaced by nervous energy and inability to sleep. Getting closer to OTD I was getting lower backache, dull tummy ache etc and I was convinced that I was getting my period.. but as it happened I'm pregnant although very early days. So as hard as it seems, you just have to wait and not give up hope. Staying positive all the time is BS 😂😂 Personally for me the real 2ww to my first scan after BFP is harder than the original 2ww.. all the best of luck and sending lots and lots of BD your way, keep us posted!! xoxo