Hi everyone, I'm due to start my long protocol injections in around 4wks. This is our first round of ivf, we've been ttc for 4.5yrs as my dh has a very low count. I've been ok with the whole journey so far (relocations/relationship problems etc) with only the occasional wobble. It's taken so long to get to this stage but now it's all becoming real I feel like I'm in danger of a meltdown! I have to be strong in front of my partner as he blames himself and outwardly I'm ok but inwardly I'm freaking out....thinking what does it mean for our relationship if it doesn't work?? I'm 36 now. Has anyone else had thoughts like this? I know we're supposed to say we'll stay together no matter what, but you hear so many stories of relationships not making it...can anyone help put my mind at rest? I'm also worried about how this whole process will affect my work. I have quite a high powered position and we're currently in the middle of a huge global restructure where I'm actually being offered a promotion that would require a lot of foreign travel. It's what I've always wanted and my company knows that so a) I don't really want to turn it down & b) I don't know how I could anyway without arousing suspicion...is everything really as complicated as i think or am I just over thinking it all?
Sorry for ranting but I have no friends that would understand what I'm going on about.
Thanks my lovelies xx