Hi girls, hope your all ok.
I'm feeling a bit low & just wanted some one to talk to.
I'm currently not working at the moment as I wanted to put everything into IVF but it keeps getting put further & further back so I'm finding I have too much time on my hands and I'm getting quite depressed. My dad passed away last year and it's all I can think about most days, I've had counselling and then as soon as I started to feel better I had to have my tube removed and everything went down hill.
My old job has offered for me to come back part time and I don't know if I should go back or wait til after the IVF. The job is working in a nursery and I don't know if it's the right environment as it obvs around babies and lots of pregnant staff. It also can be physically draining & stressful when it's very busy and I don't want to jeapodise the IVF working. But then at the same time I don't think it's good for me being at home all the time and it would be easy to slot back in somewhere familiar for just just a couple days a week to keep me occupied. My heads just a bit of a mess and I can't decide what to do for the best. 😢 Xx