A friend said to me yesterday, that she thought my treatment was taking over my whole world and that I don't focus on anything else. Well that maybe the case and I'm probably the first to admit to it; I've not got a job because it is hard to fit temping in in-between treatment dates, my part time degree course is on hold as I'm on the summer break and so there doesn't seem to be much else going on and I don't know many other people in the area. I'm also doing this all on my own!
I've found people to be really against what I'm doing, yet I know that if I don't try everything, then I could regret it later on (I'm already in my 40's)! This so called friend said she didn't want to share my journey - well I guess I'm not going to want to talk to her about it any more then am I?!
The saying - 'just rely on yourself' is proving to be very true, sadly!