I've just had my 3rd lot of treatment and I'm currently on my 2ww which has never been easy anyway. I was rather ill this 3rd time round, I ached from the procedure and then I had a bad head cold at the same time where I couldn't drive or even walk properly without feeling dizzy.
I think for the past 1.5 years I've been on this journey either waiting for tests or treatment and haven't been able to work because of it, so there's no money coming in. It's really affected me not having my own home at my age but I wouldn't of been able to of even tried if I had to continue to pay rent. I just don't know where I am going really, nothing is settled.
It's probably pretty slim chance that this time has worked, so what am I to do then? Do I give up the fact that I wanted to be a mum, I can't imagine it anyway and try to push the thought to the side or do I have a go at donor eggs and pay £7000. I don't want any more regrets but dealing with everything on my own is so hard.
My mum is just about to go in to have a new knee replacement operation, so I guess time is going to be given to her for her recovery x