So as the title says I need some advice. This isn't IVF related but has the potential to affect my treatment.
I've had no contact with my mum since February. It's a long story but basically she is an alcoholic. She has been for years and it's been very hard on me and my sisters. After various things my mum has done to us over the years we all decided enough was enough and we had to cut ties.
My mum never tried to contact me since then until now! I've had a missed call tonight with a voicemail asking me to call her.
I'm so mad because although this sounds terrible my life has been so much less stressful since we stopped speaking. My relationship is stronger as my mum would often cause arguments between us.
I'm due to go through treatment in a couple of weeks and now this, now I'm thinking about her again and worrying what is she doing with her life? Where is she? I can't handle this stress through the treatment but now she's been in touch it's hard to just ignore. It was easier when she just didn't get in touch.
I don't know what to do 😔
If anything happens to her I feel like I will always have so much guilt but you wouldn't believe what me and my sisters have done to try and help her and it's always been thrown back in our face.