Hello Ladies, so unexpectedly Wednesday I was told everything looked great at my scan and my FET is Monday afternoon if embryo obviously thaws properly. (Won't that be a massive kick in the teeth if it doesn't?) But thinking whatever is meant to be will be.
I have maintained the same attitude throughout this time that realistically it's not going to work so if it does it'll be even more amazing. Given that we got pregnant first time around for it to end so horribly I don't think I will be as lucky second time around to get a positive result. If it doesn't it will mean another fresh cycle and right now mentally and physically I can't even imagine that. Since the summer and taking the drugs I've put on a stone, my skin is awful and I feel worn out.
Everyone around me is having babies to the point that I've deleted facebook from my phone as I can't take seeing another scan photo when I doubt I will ever experience that excitement.