Went into hospital 9am Monday morning for medical management was nice that I had my own room. 10am 4 tablets taken, 2:30pm 2 tablets taken, 6:30pm 2 tablets taken, for 12 hours all I had was really bad cramp/stomach pains, heavy bleeding and clots it was so horrible just feeling the flow as you stand up, I was losing that much my body was feeling tired, sickly and light headed, I just wanted it to be over and to go home, at 9:30pm the pain was so severe and I wasn't passing anything but could feel something there like I was blocked, thought it was another clot but at 10:15pm I was looked at and they used long tweezers to remove sac and feotus that was stuck and the pain relieved. I was told to stay over so I didn't leave hospital until 11am Tuesday. My husband stayed over with me and slept on chair because they had no beds available. As I got through my door I broke down as it hit me that it's over and lost, so tired woke up this morning with pains and bleeding and just drained.
The hospital gave us some keepsakes to remember baby. Hits you so much when they ask questions about what we want to do and did we have a name, have to wait 6 weeks before can arrange burial or cremation as gone away for testing, he/she may have only been 8-9 weeks when we lost but that was our baby and I think it's hit us even more now.
I've been off work now for 2 weeks and starting to worry about my job but feel that I am not ready to go back, as I feel exhausted and my emotions are everywhere.