Hospital will scan me today or tomorrow but my HCG has dropped since Friday and it's pretty obvious im not pregnant. so that's it I guess ...
Xmas eve we found out we're pregnant
New year's Eve we find out we're not
Onwards and upwards I guess.... Baby dust to you all and those who are pregnant - pray it all goes smoothly for you xxxx***
Had a light bleed on Xmas Eve which ended quickly...nothing else through the week and on Friday I did a digital clearblue test that showed 2-3 weeks
Saturday I finally relaxed and believed I was pregnant and went off to central London to meet family who had IVF babies....
Halfway through I felt hot and cramping and went to the toilet and had a heavy gushing bleeding with some clotting. Had to confide in the babies mum that I was bleeding and pregnant and she reassured me and told me of nearest hospital
Bleeding eased after the gush and we went to dinner with friends
It then continued cramping and bleeding and the journey home was horrendous - so painful I felt faint and thought I'd haemorrhage on the train (!)
Four hours of heavy bleeding and intense pain it stopped after midnight and I slept through the night.
Very light spotting bleeding all day and now I'm cramping and it's getting heavier again slightly
Did another digital test now (on 4 HR urine but it's very diluted ) and it now shows 1-2 weeks
I know they're unreliabke and it could be because it's diluted urine but I did feel last night the level of twisting and bleeding and cramping I must have miscarried
I'm upset because I've been really busy rushing around and hubby kept telling me to test- and as soon as we went out it happened - and I couldn't even lie down
Gutted but also quite accepting of it now - and just want a scan tomorrow to confirm it either way
We were about to tell my family tonight so quite sad...but I'm glad we didn't now
We were so close but I'm still happy that we even got a BFP(!) First ever - so it can happen
Maybe this wasn't our time 😔
Hope all you lovely ladies get your good news soon and those who are pregnant have a smooth pregnancy xxx