I am so incredibly upset. I am having my third operation next week to try (again) to repair my tubes, and if not, remove them as they have hydrosalpinx.
I got my letter confirming the appointment today, and in the box where it says "procedure" they have written, in big bold letters, STERILIZATION. I cannot explain how hugely upset this makes me feel. It is the last thing in this world I want to have done to me, all I want is a baby. How could the hospital be so insensitive?
I know it is probably just because it is the closest procedure code to what I am having done, and I keep trying to think of my consultant who would probably laugh it off and say "why do you care what the paperwork says, we know what we are doing and why. Ignore it, its just hospital paperwork".
It just makes me feel like an inmate on death row walking towards the gallows. So so awful.