I just feel so down about the whole situation we are in. All I have wanted since I was younger was a baby now to be told hubby has such a low sperm count and chances of us conceiving naturally are very slim is devastating. I can just be driving or sitting and my desk and il just burst out crying! I feel so stupid because I can't even say why I am crying It just comes out of nowhere! I feel I can't talk to my partner as I don't want him to get upset and I don't feel I can speak to family or friends as it's such s personal matter! We have our first consultation at the fertility clinic next weds so We are in very early stages still I am just Finding it all very hard to deal with! Now my best friend has announced she's pregnant and I am so happy for her but just all starting to get on top of me!