Hiya guys. Feels good to be back I'm work again.

[paeroking]

After our 2 cycle of failed icsi. I have been off work for 3 months as I wasn't well throughout my treatment. I must be fair my managers and work collegues have been very supportive throughout my treatment and it is nice to be back in work.

How are you all doing?

[paeroking]

Sorry about the spelling my phone likes changing words.

[katiejane74656]

Hi. Glad you're feeling better. I too had 2 failed ICSI cycles. It is one year ago today since my last embryo transfer and I just want June to be over so I can stop thinking about it and stop hating myself. What are your plans now? We will probably wait until next year as I'll probably need donor eggs so no point rushing! At least your bosses were supportive - all I got was "What do you mean you can't lift for 2 weeks"

[paeroking]

Hiya katiejane, it is hard isn't it. After my first round I hated myself and everybody around me. This time I have been totally different, I don't know why I have just accepted the fact that it has failed. As I was in a lot of pain and had problems during treatment I have been off work for 3 months. The drugs I wad on have made my fibroids grow so I am waiting to see gynea again. I don't know if we will go through it again mostly due to cost. We are considering adoption after I have sorted my gynea probs out.

[Noper]

Hello P,

It's nice to hear from you. It sounds like you have had a horrible time though. Good luck with whatever you decide to do next. Love N.

[paeroking]

Thank you noper. I hope all goes well for you. When you have your baby give him/her a big hug from me

[pollypopps]

Hey

nice to hear you are feeling a bit better, you've been through a lot, and how nice to have an understanding boss, you don't want to have to worry about that too, it can help to be busy

Good luck on your journey xx