When we had our scan last month at the clinic in prep for egg donation, the consultant said you should BD this coming thurs/fri/sat. So we did. I know we have about 1% chance of a natural pregnancy, but I seriously got my hopes up. I thought I had bloating and cramping signalling ovulation, felt weird, smells strong etc etc, spotting signalling implantation. AF seemed a little late, now its sort of here but a bit weird and light. I've done tests all BFN, so I know I'm not. Feeling really low, was that our only chance, is this the menopause kicking in?
Also we went with my sister to the clinic on Tues for her scan and blood tests, it seems she has scarring from her caesarian and they couldn't see her left ovary. We are waiting for her AMH levels to come back, if too low she is not a viable donor. What do we do then? It feels right to use her eggs, it's a whole other situation to get our head around if not. Then we are going to have to go abroad, and we are about a 1k out of pocket. (it goes with out saying that I want the best for my sister, and would never want her to do anything to put her health at risk, that's why we are looking at mild IVF)
I feel like it's not going to work, we just meet obstacles at every hurdle, we have once chance at IVF, so much pressure, so unfair, so hard to see all my family and friends so 'happy' with their families.
Pity party for one going on right here