Hi all I'm currently on painkillers, heat pads trying walks etc to control pains but since I had lap over 3 weeks ago my general pains of heavy aching stabbing pains around ovaries which shoot down my leg seem worse than before. I know things have been irritated and thanks to many of you for confirming its normal. So I'm just feeling fed up of this constant pain with no break.
I was told after lap that some endo was lasered, I have lession joining ovary, womb and bowl, and my tubes are bloked with hydrosalpinx. So the next thing will be to remove tubes. I'm waiting for follow up appointment in a months time and have got myself going round in circles. Worrying about another op and the fact ill not be able to have a baby naturally it feels so final even though I know they won't work anyway, and will IVF be an option and do I want to go through the stress if my ovaries still work, could I cope with another miscarage? I'm not really sure how I feel about it all and keep telling myself one thing at a time, but do I need to decide before appointment will he ask if I want IVF and then what about lession? Is it the tubes causing pain so ill feel better after they're removed them or is this what ill have to cope with every day?
Sorry so many questions and all I know is I feel I'm constantly waiting and want to get on with life, but emotionaly I feel like I'm struggling so really my question is how do you keep positive and deal with all these issues and just accept it? I'm normally a positive person but finding all this harder to deal with than I thought. Doesn't help when I'm asked are you better now? I say yes and put a smile on but really I want to say no I'm just hopping ill feel better once I've spoke to doctor but any coping tips would really help while I'm waiting . Thanks x