I am getting very frutsrated at the moment, i have still not got a new date for the surgery that was cancelled twice, after three weeks of being off with a flare up (and some mildly hilarious medication side effects) i am back in work but really struggling as my job is mildly physical. I am sat pretending i am fine so my boss and i dont have another discussion on if i am sure i can do this.
i have sent a letter of complaint to the NHS expressing all this, i no longer get sick pay as i have exhausted my company sick pay, does anyone know any way or any benefit i can get to help me at this moment? i will have to take unpaid time off when my surgery does happen as well which is stressing me out big time!!!!
my gp is having problems treating my pain as he is working blind, he doesnt know for sure without the surgery where or what the pain is, but this has led to me really starting to worry to worry what if it is not endo? and if its not what is it? sigmoidoscopy showed nothing so its not my bowels!