Just going to vent my worries.
Well...I am waiting on my referral appointment to see a Gynecologist and it's good that I managed to get a referral. I am worried about the appointment incase he/she thinks I am making all this up which is ridiculous to worry about cause why would I lie about all of this. Its just the look that you get when people are like yeah right, you dont look like you're in pain etc. So that is worrying me.
Also....to get a proper diagnosis, a Laproscopy is involved. Okay minor surgery as it is keyhole...but...it involves getting put under. I am so worried about this as well what if I don't wake up? End up in a Coma? Have a reaction to the anesthetic and lose a lot of blood? I can't even get a filling at the dentist never mind getting put under. I know nothing has been discussed with anyone regarding the surgery but nothing came up in the scan which is a good thing as no cysts but doesn't mean I don't have endometriosis. Yes I am stressing over nothing but I've never had surgery before, had a couple MRI scans cause I used to get really bad migraines, had an ultra sound for this. I don't mind getting surgery but its the thought of putting my life in someone else's hands which I am scared of lol is it stupid to worry over?
Okay, panic blog over haha thanks for reading