I'm having my first lap next month to see if I have endo, it's been such a battle to get the surgery and now I have it I'm terrified! Just looking for some advice or stories of anyone who was particularly anxious. I'm completely terrified of needles and its not a phobia I have been able to get over, the nurse said they'll do my blood work when I'm under so I won't be awake for the needle and told me the canula is plastic which has eased my mind slightly but I'm still really scared. Reading the statistics has really scared me as well! Anyone feel this way before theirs? I'm also worried about what will happen if after all I've gone through they don't find anything.