Hello, I've only posted once before but I feel the need to and I know that at least I'm certainly not alone in all this. So, I'm only on my 1st day of recovery from my second laparoscopy but I'm feeling really rather down, groggy from anesthetic and need to air my blues. After over 10 years of suffering and countless visits to doctors who told me I just needed to get used to my periods, a and e, consultants, paramedics who thought I had kidney stones, and now 3 mirena coils in 5 or 6 years, I have now been back in theatre with results I knew would be waiting for me. I've been told that my endometriosis has worsened, I've had countless pictures of it thrust at me, and now as I had thought from always having agonising pain in my bottom and nerves, it's spread to my bowel so I'm having to have an MRI scan and see a specialist bowel surgeon and am terrified of complications with that kind of surgery. I just feel like this is never going to end and it's just going to spread more and more. I've been told I don't need to worry about having children so that's one possitive for now. Would love to hear all your thoughts, and thank you for all your support,
Kat x