I’m already getting scared for my lap on Tuesday 😫 the thought of being put to sleep freaks me out more than the actual operation.
I keep doubting whether I have endo or not and that my symptoms are just in my head.
Today I keep getting sharp pains and it’s not ovulation time and I can’t use a hot water bottle since it’s 30 degrees 🙄
Plus my boyf probably won’t be at the hospital like he said he would and that’s making me more nervous as I’ll be on my own in the hospital. He said he would wait in the reception but I doubt he will show up as he hasn’t asked for details etc 😔