I posted on here about a week ago asking for advice about a laparoscopy. I decided not to go ahead and am now doubting my decision was the right one. I looked at all the risks of surgery and after years of being told I didn't have endo, I fought my way into having a lap, and backed out last minute as the doctor's doubt filled my head, as did all the surgery scary risks. Now everyone around me is treating me like I'm insane for turning down the op after fighting for so many years to get answers. Any advice?