Right now I’m full of guilt for having endometriosis and needing a lap. I’m struggling to cope emotionally and my parents aren’t making it better.
They are shouting and screaming at me over needed a lap and the private lap is £3090. They refuse to pay it and that my golf career is over as I’ll keep needing surgery. They just want me to try the endo diet for now but I know I need a lap to get some answers
They are blaming me for everything and I can’t stop crying right now. I feel so shit. This is all my fault!
Worse part is they are paying £4000 for their teeth to be done and won’t pay for my surgery because they’d rather spend the money on themselves.
And im in pain as I’m due on in a few days 😫
Quick update: I’ve had an ultrasound and tried loads of hormone pills and nothing has helped so this is why I need a lap to see what’s going on