So I had my first follow up appointment with my specialist since having surgery back in October of last year. They can't do anything for my pain, which is cyclical. She told me that unfortunately I'm just one of those woman who's very aware of what's going on in her body. Which is fair enough but mother nature is a bitch! My pain isnt manageable without some sort of hormone/contraception which I can't take because I'm trying to conceive. Although there's the next problem, I was told that because I'd been trying so long before surgery and then tried 4 months after I should have gotten pregnant if I was going to. So she believes I can't get pregnant without help, so I'm being referred to the fertility clinic to start going through tests an hopefully start ivf. Although she told me I could still keep trying naturally as you never know because nowadays you hear about miracles happening all the time. At 24 years old I would have never imagined that I'd be hearing those words. I hate my body right now, the one thing it was made to do and it can't even do that right!! I'm so angry and sad right now, being a wife and mother is all I've ever wanted to be in life. I know I was told I've got a very good chance with help, I'm just gutted it's not as easy for me as it has been so many other woman around me.