I apologise in advance for this massive rant but I'm hoping that someone could give me some advice.
I've had 2 laproscopies in the past to remove endometriosis (last one 2 years ago). I have also been on most contraceptive pills, the depo injection, the mirena coil (5 times in 2 years!) and finally and most recently Zoladex with HRT.
I decided to come off the Zoladex injections as me and my partner want to try for children in the near future however my pain is now horrendous!
I am due to have surgery in 11 days and I have all my hopes on the fact they will find something and remove it so I can have my life back.
Work is getting more difficult as I am struggling to even walk and I just keep thinking there will be a light at the end of the tunnel and I will wake up from surgery and be able to carry on with my life and do the job I worked soo hard to get (as I am a nurse).
So now I am panicking in case they don't find anything and then there is no reason/answer for my pain. I know my pain is real but what if people don't believe me if there is nothing found at the time of my surgery!
How will i carry on if this is how I will feel for the rest of my life!?
Again sorry for my rant but I needed to get this off my chest!