Hi i have been waiting for my first laparoscopy which will hopefully be in the next 5 weeks. I started with severe symptoms around 6 months months ago. Currently the pain is getting worse and I am really struggling to deal with it. I am taking the pill but the for the last week ive had persistent spotting which is showing no sign off stopping. The pain is getting worse and i am struggling with either being in agony or being out of it on strong pain killers. Emotionally i am finding it so hard to cope with. My fiance is being amazing but i know he is finding it tough too. I am struggling and dont know how to deal with how it has changed my life. I feel like my body has been switched and i dont know it anymore. Due to being out of it on painkillers i have already lost so called friends.