With my boyfriend and myself apart for three weeks due to holidays, o find myself lost without my usual support system. I'm beginning to worry that I'm maybe relying on my SO too much and my brain has gone into overdrive about it.
I've been a horrible person this week. I'm fighting through the worst period I've had in a while, with pain that only co-codamol takes te edge off. My emotions have been all over the place and I feel like I've been really needed yet simultaneously nasty. The added stress of the buildup to my diagnostic laparoscopy isn't helping either.
Me and my SO love each other and would do anything for one another. But how much support is too much to rely on? Should I maybe take some of my need for support elsewhere? I'm worried that I'm becoming too reliant on him in this awful stressful time.