Sorry for being a downer again but today I started up with chest pains. Stabbing squeezing almost like an anxiety attack chest pains. Now this has happened before and my a and e trip concluded I had reflux most likely due to pain killers. So today I have gone to the gp. She seemed more concerned about who my normal gp is (I never see the same one twice) and caused a lot of pain when examining my chest and abdo. Have walked away with a prescription for omeprazole and advice to basically not eat fruit, spicy food or tomatoes, so on top of me trying the endo diet I'm a little gutted and to be quite frank unlikely to stick to all this.
To top it all off my fiance is in a right foul mood because he's frustrated and there isn't a magic pill to fix all this. I understand where he's coming from and feel guilty for putting him through this but at the same time I want to scream at him that at least he only has the frustration. I get the pain and the depression and the rest of it. I really don't know what to do about this and my relationship. I feel like endo is tearing me apart in so many ways and when I try to be stronger than it it just rips a little more.
Glad iv written it down though. I have no idea how rotten I'd feel without this site