How do you pick yourself up and carry on when your dreams feel so unachievable? Yesterday I was so happy I was relieved to have answers, this morning it feels like it's a bad dream. How can I be this unlucky? Mother Nature is somewhat of a b!tch, she gave me all these hopes and dreams and then put all these obstacles in my path, I don't want to be the 31 yr old girl with a colostomy bag, since I was a little girl all I've ever wanted is to be a Mum, I feel like that's never gonna happen now. I'm fed up of feeling like I have to justify myself to other people, none of this is my choice, don't they think I want to be happy and healthy? I don't know when I'm gonna have kids or IF I'm ever gonna have them. This s**t is just too much sometimes, my mind is racing and I don't want to answer your silly questions about hysterectomy, ivf, or any other genius quick fixes you come up with, just ssshhh let me be my head hurts! I just don't see the light at the end of the tunnel now, the goal posts have been moved and my world has started to crumble. I'm just feeling sorry for myself I'm so stiff and my groin is hurting so much I can barely stand, oooh stop the world and let me off for a bit this ride is too much for me I feel sick xx
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