Hey ladies, I'm having my second lap tomorrow; I was originally feeling good about it ,but now I'm feeling really scared and worried. My symptoms have been the exact same as before my first lap and I knew that my endo has definitely returned. During my consultation with the specialist (he's also performing the surgery) he mentioned that my symptoms may not be all down to endo and he may not find any present. I didn't really worry about this at the time as I knew in myself that it was endo and he was most likely saying this due to the length of time I had to wait before being offered any treatment. It's now the night before my lap and I find myself doubting myself, I'm also worried about what else it could be if it's not endo.
I know I'm probably just being stupid but I don't know how to set my mind right again. I also worry that it'll be months before I find out whether I have endo or not as after my first lap (at a different hospital) they wouldn't tell me anything after the operation and discharged me with no information. I had to wait 3 months to be told what was found/what was performed during surgery - does this still happen or do the doctors now tell you before you leave what was found?