Hi, I'm 25 and had my first laparoscopy a week before my 25th birthday. The Drs ended up cauterizing endometriosis on my left ovary, my uteris, and ended up taking a large biopsy of it off of my uteris as well. My recovery was horrible. The pain medication made me nauseous and I could only keep down chocolate pudding for a week. Since the laparoscopy I've felt horrible about myself. I've lost all self-esteem. I've been very bloated, my belly button is now shaped differently, and my scars are bright red and painful with scar tissue. On top of this I just started my second cycle since the surgery and have been horribly fatigued, in tremendous pain with early cramps and my left ovary feels like it's on fire. I'm miserable and depressed and am wondering if any of this is normal? I'm feeling very alone as my boyfriend tries hard to understand and care for me but can only do so much. Thank you to any who reply.