I have stopped taking all my medications for my pain. Now i am desperately in need of help. the pain is getting the best of me. The nausea, the pinches, the cramps, the lower back and abdomen pain gosh i wish it could all go away. i went to work today and had to literally hold on to everything to move my body. it was so much i started crying in front of my students. i took the rest of the day off which my director was hesitant to give me since i spent half of last month at home. i know they will fire me because i have been staying away too much but i really can't help myself. My arms and legs hurt so bad it has become more difficult for me 2 do my job properly and i am often depressed and can't stand so many things. I get terrible mood swings which make people not want to be around me. my life is crashing and i can't stop crying but i really do not know what else to do. please can someone help me.