Ok so yesterday I had my Lap finally. I was really nervous but excited that I was finally going to get some answers to only get none.
I got to the hospital for 9am as they stated they got me in my gown, stockings and everything, then only to be taken to a room where things were dumped old blood pressure monitors, bedding all sorts, and at the other side of the room was a few chairs, as they didnt have a bed for me at that time I had to sit there.
10am came, midday came, 1 pm came and nothing, surgeon came at 1.30pm came to speak to me and sign papers only to be told he wont be doing it and some other person would be who I had never even met and spoke to, she just came in and smiled and went out again.
So I wont back to this waiting room bit sat back in my chair, finally 4pm came, after 7 hours in the same chair I finally went down. I came back round at 5.30pm and took back to the ward at 6pm.
The lady surgeon who I had came about 30 mins later, just came in said all looked fine, I would suggest its IBS, I told her the gastro cleared me of all IBS and any food allergies or anything and she just said just go back to your GP say its your bowel and also go for sexual councelling, we wont need to see you now so you wont need to come back and then left.
Soon as she left I just broke down in tears, couldnt stop crying. I have been getting all these symptoms I dont have a life anymore and in so much pain just to be told its nothing and they wont help me no more, so now I am back in the same position and I really do not know what to do, I keep a diary every day and each day I am in so much pain, I cant even have sex anymore, every time I go to the toilet i am in tears, I dont have proper periods, always getting urine infections, I cant even walk far or exercise anymore I walk 10 minutes and im in agony. I have reoccuring chest pains, every morning I have coughing fits and coughing up flem constantly, I have anxiety and contant headaches and she is standing there telling me nothing is wrong. I didnt even get a chance to ask any questions by the time she said I wont need to be seen again she was gone.
The nurses were really nice assured me that it could be just something else and its not all in my head, but to honest I feel like now it is, who is going to want to help me now, I have no form of pain treatment or anything offered to me I am just in the same boat as I was over a year ago.
Sorry for the rant ladies I am just once again sat here in tears and I do not what to do, where do I go from here, feels like I have gone through all this pain for nothing I know in a way nothing was found but really does not help as I dont have those answers that I really needed.
Anyway I got discharged at 10pm they didnt want me to go as my heart rate was high and I was very pale but I begged them to discharge me I couldnt stay there a second longer and wanted to get home to my own bed.
I really do not know where to go now