Feeling upset and like a fraud. Just wanting to know if anyone has experienced this.
I am recovering from my 2nd lap i had 2 weeks ago.
My surgeon said he didn't find any endo - although he at first said he was expecting to as I had a lap 4 years ago where my endo was burnt away.
So I just feel like a right fraud - my pains and bleeding are more than real and I wouldnt put myself through another lap if i wasnt in so much pain.
But he just said there was no endo found. I asked why? And he said well it can just clear itself up. So i questioned why i have all the pain and bleeding etc etc and he said that we can treat that with medication and suggested maybe it was IBS.
Well i was fobbed off with this IBS shit around 10 year ago. Even went to a specialist clinic who on my first appointment took me off his list and said I am refering you to Gynae - as he believed in no way do i have IBS.
Its not that i want to be riddled with endo - but I did want them to find something to jutify all my pain and something they could get rid of like last time. I just feel this lap was for nothing and i am now still in so much pain for it as healing seems to be a slow process as i am still sore and swollen. - all for nothing though!!
Ive always been of the understanding that endo cant just go - he took photos of which he showed me to say there was no endo - but i havnt a clue what I was looking at and had only just been moved back to my room from recovery so was practically half asleep anyway!
Any thoughts or help would be appriciated. Xx