Hi, after recovering from my last episode in 2013, I can not believe I have crashed again. It feels worse. My daughter has left home and suddenly I'm feeling like....'what on earth have I got now?
My daughter was everything to me, I gave her my life, we travelled around the world together, everything! We did it together, but she has met a lovely man, moved in with him, and they have had a beautiful daughter together. I feel so left out, but I wouldn't tell her this ...I do know it is the natural order of things. I've also just lost my job, probably for the best as it was ridiculously stressful.
I can't bear to think I might have another 30-40 years of this illness. I would just love not to be here. Surely that's easier than living such a hard life😥😥