Pounded the first five minutes. Take that work.
But then the words of Laura sunk in. I've only just past half way and already me legs and lungs had had enough.
All of a sudden my mind went in to defeative mode. I stopped. Walked, started again and made it to the end of that run. Walked, then started again.
Poo pants. I just couldn't do it. The bloody wind didn't help, all in me face, up hill. But I just felt that I wasn't getting anywhere. Not moving. I then started thinking I couldn't finish the program and then I started worrying that I couldn't do the charity run in May...
So I stopped just when Laura said half way. And cried. All the way home.
I just don't know what's up with me. I was ready to go out. Wanted to. Then crashed and burned.
I'm sure it's a blip. I want it to be. But I just don't know what to do. I didn't go too fast. I was hydrated. Why couldn't I do it??!!
Sending myself to bed with my book to try forget, but pearls of wisdom would be greatly appreciated