I left it until lunch time again taking advantage of the Monday working from home but the real reason was fear, I shouldn't have been worried.
No it wasn't easy, quite the contrary it was very hard work, the hardest yet but I had an idea that served me well. By the end of the first set of 3 and 5s I was in pain and not sure how I would make the other two sets so I decided to present to myself.
I present on technical topics as part of my work so I imagined I was in front of a small but friendly audience (they aren't always) and I started on my favourite topic. It didn't seem very long before Laura came back to tell me I'd finished and whilst my legs were killing me I'd demonstrated that, for me at least, it's mind over matter at this stage (and probably for the rest of the programme). I'm now considering what other ways I can use to distract myself
I'm quietly chuffed, I really wasn't sure if this week was my breaking point.