Completed W9R3 last week then my very next run was one of the hardest ever? It was a struggle from start to finish, when am I going to feel comfortable with the runs?
I seem to have a battle in my head from start to finish, one voice telling me I am struggling and might not finish, the other voice telling me that I haven't quit any run up to now and that I will feel so dissapointed if I do.
This battle lasts for the whole run and I always finish but my last run was so difficult it has put me off my next one. How on earth do you clear your mind and enjoy it? At what point do the runs and the breathing become pleasurable?
I need to keep going and not undo all my hard work up to this point.............