Thanks to grammadog and anonymous....gave me much needed boost!
Decided this morning to stop moaning and fannying around, and just get on with it!
Mapped out 9k on mapmyrun and just thought...go as slow as you like and just enjoy it. And I did it! 9k!
Another milestone I passed was running for an hour.
Am really really pleased with myself, and do you know, I think I've got my mojo back!
Just needed to remember why I started running in the first place.........
Ha!