Hi all, first post since joining the community. I like many others completed C25k during COVID when I was on furlough. I have had anxiety, depression and stress issues in the past and really found running a great help.
After getting up to 5k I ran regularly for about a year and focused mainly on time. I think my best was 26mins or so which I was chuffed with.
I then tried to start doing a bit further and remember one day feeling great after 5k and going on to do just over 6k purely for the fun of it.
Since that day (a sunny Saturday in August) my ability to even get to 5k decreased and overtime I stopped running as it became a struggle. For some reason that day I achieved 6k at relative ease sticks in my head as a vivid memory.
I have tried to start the programme again previously and have got to the later weeks and have stopped as I struggle with the mental barrier of undertaking the longer runs. Even though I know I have done them before and completed the programme.
Cut to the last few weeks and I have started from the very start of the C25k programme again as I changed job and felt my anxiety and stress levels returning. Currently on Wk5 run 2 and I find during the longer runs or even the thought of the longer runs which I know are only 5mins currently and will build up to 8mins, 10mins, 20mins etc as I keep going that I have a mental block and focus purely on the duration.
Thinking about it before I start even the relatively shorter times feel like an age and too daunting. When I am running I find I am purely focusing on the time of the run, how longs left etc almost mentally counting it down when running which make it almost impossible to focus on my music or podcast.
Once through them or when I know I'm near the end I feel great and it definitely helps with my mental health and I am determined to get through the programme and get back to doing regular 5k runs again.
Does anyone have any tips for getting over the mental block I appear to have developed regarding the longer runs times? I know I should just take each as they come and 'enjoy the moment' but at the moment it's easier said than done.