Looking for words of wisdom please (again 🥴) ..
My fourth consolidation run was just awful: definitely the hardest run of the programme so far. It’s the only time that I’ve stopped (& I stopped four times?!?!) during a run & I felt really deflated. I could hear the gremlins voice telling me to stop bothering, I’ll always hate it, I’m not a runner & never will be ... who did I think I was kidding ...
So yesterday I dragged myself out to just make sure ... I thought this would probably be my last run & that I’d just have to accept that running is not for me.
It was ok ... I still can’t say I enjoyed it ... but at the 4km point I felt like I could continue so I did! I ran (well, plodded) my first 5km.
So I feel as though my spirits lifted a bit & I’ll keep trying ..
BUT, my question is this (sorry I’m rambling, but got there eventually!) ... for each of my consolidation runs my speed is getting progressively slower ... I get that it’s not about speed / distance, & I’m honestly not that bothered about ... but I don’t understand why & would like to, at least, maintain where I’d got to ...
(Same run, same conditions etc)
Just to put it in context, I’ve gone from a split of 7.15 to 8.05!
Thank you in advance!