... but I will, a little bit. Today I found running hard, but in a different way to just the physical effort. It was tiring, somehow, as if I have a cold on the way. Anxiety and an irrational fear of the future had me almost unable to move from my chair for two hours, until I remembered that running is a way to feel better and that I would feel even worse if I did not try at least. Also... rather stupidly I looked at the plan for Week 5! Aaaah! This can't happen so quickly! I am not ready. But I have said that every time. Maybe stay with Week 4 a bit longer....
I did it though, and my legs feel heavy, slight ache just below the left knee, and my chest feels... dry? Drinking lots of water to fully hydrate.
Laura's voice in my ear finally, after a long five minutes, was very welcome. I wonder who she is.... NO I am not falling in love
But I did it. Phew. This programme is very good indeed.