Well the first 2 runs of this week were fine, in fact I really enjoyed run 2 and I have been looking forward to this run all week and we did it tonight ( me and my daughter together). Bit disappointed really as I struggled even with the walking warmup. Just could not breathe!!!
I like to run in the morning before it gets hot but my daughter likes to run in the evening after work so we went this evening at just after 7.00. It hasn’t been so hot today so I thought I’d be fine but I was too hot as we set off ( and she was wearing a zip up sweatshirt!!). She’s been running a lot faster than me when she runs on her own but she said “it’s ok mum, we’ll run at your pace “.
I couldn’t even run at my pace, I got slower and slower and puffed and panted. “ did you remember your inhaler Mum?” “ Yes! Did it before we came out. And my Nose spray for my hay fever”. I have no idea what was up with me. Did not enjoy it at all. Gutted!!
But it was only 1 run.... and there will lots of other good ones. But I could seriously just cry and in fact I am now. I was just beginning to feel like I was enjoying running and tonight was such a struggle it spoilt it for me.
My daughter has just pointed out to me that my good run on Sunday was after 2 rest days ( as I went to Heligan on Saturday) and THIS run was after 1 rest day ( which is usual for me) BUT I did spend 2 1/2 hours in Cascades swimming with a two year old yesterday. I haven’t swum for a couple of years so I was probably quite knackered after that.
OK I feel slightly better now. Sorry I was hoping this was going to be a really upbeat and happy post but I have been whingeing a bit haven’t I? I had a bit of an emotional week this week - the Blood Pressure nurse upset me earlier this week. I was hoping she’d say my BP had got lower but it hadn’t, in fact the opposite and she had a go about my weight too even though it is the same as it ha been for a year and I am trying to do something about it. And she then told me I have an irregular heartbeat too and booked me for an ECG in a couple of weeks so I have been stressing about that too.
I am going to think of this as the beginning of a new adventure as a 5k runner now and just take each run as it comes. Thanks for putting up with my posts. You’ve all kept me going through the last 9 weeks.