So I haven't run since xmas day.
Have a hideous cold that shows no signs of going away.
And I'm getting more and more impatient and annoyed at not being able to run. Which is very confusing for me.
Because every time I have arrived at a run day so far I have dreaded it. And I have looked for reasons not to go. And I have procrastinated. And I have moaned and reluctantly dragged myself out. And I've constantly questioned why I chose to start this journey when I'm cold and exhausted and not enjoying myself.
But..........at the end of every run I'm elated. So proud of myself, and even though tired, I feel energised.
So I'm desperate to get better so I can moan and procrastinate and question myself once more, because it feels so good when you've managed to achieve something you didn't think yourself able to!