Just a little post after embarking on week 5 this evening. It was awful... And awesome. I'm sure that makes no sense! I kind of hate Laura a bit, answer her back often, and have serious doubts about my ability to do the rest of the runs this week (especially run 3 - yikes!).
So, Am posting here and now so I can't back out and have to keep plodding on... Or vanish and you'll know the pink smiley known as running scared who popped up on here occasionally stuffed it up and gave up
There's these odd moments, in the longer (I mean 5 mins!) runs, where I feel like I've kind of got a rhythm, I even like it and feel like I could do anything, before returning to the doom of the 'can't do its' and the rest of the gremlins!
It's these very rare awesome moments that keep me going on the program. it would be great to know from those further into the program or graduates of course if those odd awesome feelings last a little longer and even stay when you can really run - and if the doom / part hatred of running actually goes away!
Sorry this is such a weird post!