.....on the injury couch?
So I have an apology to make. I've not been 100% honest with you. In fact, I've been keeping a secret. Since about Week 6, my left hip has been making its presence felt.
At first it was a bit of mild discomfort after a run, which eased off after 10 minutes. Then it became a bit more painful and started affecting me for the rest of the running day, then walking became uncomfortable all the time, running started being actively painful and for the last few weeks I've been actually hobbling along both walking and running which not only looks ridiculous but is really quite excruciating.
I just couldn't bring myself to admit I needed a break, especially as I'm in week 9 and now only 4 runs from graduating. My breathing is great, legs doing really well and I've well and truly got the gremlins in their box. However, enough is enough. I'm going to hop on the couch with good grace......after an existential howl at a non-existent god.
Why????? *pulls agonised face, rents hair, garments etc* Why now, when I'm so close and I really need something positive to happen to show I'm not 100% rubbish at everything? Argh.
OK, temper tantrum over.
I'm trying not to be a control freak, and intend to accept with a calm state of mind that I'm going to be at least 2 weeks on the IC. My plan is to continue yoga-ing as normal, and then walk as opposed to running 5k three times a week.
I know no-one can diagnose the left hip issue, but does this, generally speaking, seem an OK way to proceed? Don't want to backtrack on my fitness, but equally would quite like to be the owner of two fully operational hips in ten years time, so know I have to dial it down a notch.
Thanks for listening, guys. I know you'll understand. No-one else really gets why this is such a big deal to me, but it's such a relief just to know I can let someone know what's going on.
Hope everyone had a great running weekend, even if it was just walking purposively, and planning for when you'll next be able to run. A special shout out to everyone who did the Race for Life in Preston on Saturday, you all looked fabulously muddy in your tutus, and I am so looking forward to joining you soon.
P x
Ps. Ooh, just look at those tags!