Long post warning!!
Help!! Im going backwards! Did c25k last year.....maintained running 3xweek in a particularly yukky winter. Hit one hour running at the beginning of the year and since then I just seem to be going backwards! I feel like I’m full of excuses and not able to turn the tide. Routine got hit a bit when we were in hard lockdown. Got back into it when the restrictions on only going out once a day were lifted. Struggled to keep up 5k, tried podcasts, different music, no music but still I was ending up walking quite a bit so cut back to 30 minutes. Then started to walk in that run, thought I was beating myself up too much so dropped back to 20 minutes....something better than nothing I thought but now can’t even sustain that!
All sorts of theories are in my mind.....Yes there has been stress....I’ve worked all through the pandemic full time from home. I have helped sustain school work for my kids and one now lives with me permanently after her relationship totally broke with her Dad. But stress is always in my life it seems.....so not a new aspect. I’m moving less through the day as no meetings to walk to and lunch time wanders to the supermarket. I’ve been vegetarian for 8 months but eat a better diet now than ever before. I’m lighter than I’ve been since my teens. What is going on?!!
What do I do next? I will not give up, but I need to get to enjoying this again. Do I go back to C25k? Try a new plan? Stop moaning and just get out there!?