My mum died in March, 36 years after dad. Our lives were so entwined I’m struggling without her. We both needed each other after dad died, so barely left each other’s side.
I grieved for her death at the same time as dad - I’ve been so frightened of her dying at any given moment, that I’ve constantly checked she’s alive.
My heart feels ripped out. Dad died when I was 12, grieving for mum as an adult feels different from grieving as a child. Anyone gone through similar and able to guide me through this please?