Hey everyone, first of all I would like to say a huge Thankyou to all the lovely supportive replies I received on my last post regarding distressing intrusive thoughts.. I appreciate all the love shown my way 💕
Sorry I’ve been a little quiet on here, yesterday was my wonderful Grandad’s funeral & oh boy did we as a family give him an amazing send off he would be so proud of,
I wore a beautiful yellow fitted dress (yellow & blue was my grandads fave colours) & as my family all said to me ‘I was the ray of sunshine’ of the day yesterday & I believe I wore my outfit in honour of my beautiful late grandad 🕊💫
Overall I’m holding up the best I can, I’m still continuing my 100mg of sertraline & trying to remain as positive as possible.
As of yet I haven’t experienced no awful anxiety or dark intrusive thoughts so I’m hoping it stays that way 🤞🏻
Yesterday was a hard, sad but lovely emotional day for my family & I & if I’m honest I don’t really know how I’m feeling or expected to feel.. it now hits home that yesterday was the final journey for my grandad & to now know I will never see him again or hear he’s voice & he’s singing fills me with such a lump in my throat.. but I know he is ever so proud of myself my two boys & our family, he loved us all very very much & he knew we all knew that.. we loved him just as much if not more.. from here to the moon & back.. he is now our brightest star in the sky ✨💫
It’s not a forever goodbye it’s a simply ‘I’ll see you soon’ & I believe we so will one day..
I guess now all I can do is grieve the loss & keep he’s memory alive..
Thankyou to each & everyone of you lovely bunch on here for always been here with the love, kindness & support I truly appreciate every reply I receive 💕